Sunday, September 23, 2012

Pain Grief Despair

Recently I told some friends that in my darker moments I sometimes would think perhaps the contrail conspiracists have it right, and there is indeed an evil New World Order plot to rid the earth of useless eaters by deliberately poisoning the skies.  This became a bit of a joke because it's almost gratuitously redundant to suggest I can possibly have moments any darker than my usual conviction that we are killing trees with air pollution!  The following disturbing film clip might be that, however.  Humans are hopelessly self-absorbed.

Lest you think dark moments have no levity, try reading another version of the same message, from the Onion:

Starr Ockenga (20th Century) Doll Babies, 1984; Color Polaroid

Newborn Loses Faith In Humanity After Record 6 Days

SCHAUMBURG, IL—In a turn of events that has stunned the worldwide medical community, local infant Nathan Jameson, born just six days ago, has become the youngest person ever to permanently and irrevocably lose all faith in humanity.

“This shatters all previous records,” University of Chicago psychologist Douglas McAllister said Monday. “In all of documented medical history, there is no case of a newborn taking less than four months to develop the mental faculties required to grasp the full extent of this existential nightmare we call life on earth.”

“Considering he already comprehends harsh realities that many people spend their entire fleeting, shallow existences attempting to deny, Baby Nathan is quite the little miracle!” he added.
Though he has not yet developed the capacity for speech, extensive cognitive testing has definitively shown that the shockingly perceptive 6-day-old fully understands and accepts that human beings cannot be trusted, that they remain far too ignorant for their opinions to be reliable, that a lack of self-awareness about their own destructive tendencies pervades the species as a whole, and that most are too ineffectual to successfully pursue even the shallow self-interested agendas that rule their lives.

Sources said the early-blooming newborn was putting two and two together about the real nature of humanity even before leaving the hospital, where his first sensory experiences included the shouts of sick people arguing to get treatment they urgently needed, visitors staring vacantly at smartphones as they sat next to bedridden loved ones, televisions blaring the empty rhetoric and emotionally manipulative appeals of political advertisements, and dozens upon dozens of pained, desperate cries, including his own.

Local reports confirmed the baby’s disillusionment was only compounded by the fact that he spent his first days in the bleak and soulless suburban conformity of Schaumburg, IL, its empty consumerist non-culture allowing him to realize in record time that all human pursuits are cold, joyless, and devoid of any substantive purpose or integrity.

“For a baby, he sure is an insightful little guy,” Nathan’s mother, Melanie Jameson, told reporters. “My husband and I are a loveless, narcissistic couple whose weird, freaked-out neediness and anxieties—which we sublimate under a mask of facile self-regard—would normally be introjected into our child’s forming psyche over the course of years. But this talented fella just took it all in at once!”

“We’re awfully proud to have such a precocious son,” she added, her face displaying no genuine emotion.

According to household sources, Baby Nathan has already noticed that his father, Michael Jameson, resents the infant’s 3 a.m. crying, feels more trapped than ever in his sham-marriage now that he’s a father, and is inwardly building an ever-growing wall against the reality of his own life one mid-afternoon cocktail at a time.

“The kid’s not even a week old, and he has the thousand-yard stare of a middle-aged man,” said psychologist Helen James, one of the cognitive scientists who verified that by his third day of life, Nathan had already begun to sense the overwhelming air of desperation surrounding other people. “That look that says, ‘I’ve finally given up on the reassuring fictions that prop up humanity’s delusional self-image as dignified, intelligent, or decent in any way.’ He knows the truth.”

“At this point, he shouldn’t even be able to distinguish between himself and the rest of humanity, let alone have the capacity to lose faith in it,” James continued. “Evidently, the human condition has gotten even more depressing than it already was, and we’re going to need to reformulate our entire theory of childhood development.”

“My God, what a depressing development,” she added.

At press time, there were unconfirmed reports that Baby Nathan had used the wind-up mobile above his crib to hang himself.


  1. There is one reason why I don't think TPTB are deliberately trying to poison the "useless eaters," and that's because if they did they couldn't profit off of them. The poisoning is a regrettable but necessary side affect of maximizing of profit margins.

    But I'm not cynical or anything.

  2. Well Bill, it's never made sense to me if only because the NWO would be poisoning their own air as well. So unti I see them walking around in a bubble, I find it hard to believe they would choose chemtrails as the weapon of choice against the useless eaters. Although, I do think there is a perception among the elite that there are too many people using up too many resources, and that may be why they are frantically skwerling them away on their path to total world domination:

  3. Agricultural civilization is a BDSM rape culture. There's only one way to escape the insanity.

  4. The TPTB are poisoning our air, food, water, and health care with Zion Science: for example, chemtrails and radiation antennas, GMOs, fluorides, and vaccines.

    If the TPTB could punch through five sections of the Pentagon with a high kinetic energy penetration weapon (cruise missile with DU warhead) and dustify 110 story buildings with beam weapons 11 years ago, how bright can our future be?

  5. hi Gail,
    your life has certainly changed since your dad is sick!
    I think the powers that be are stupid enough to poison their own air and food. Yes, that is how stupid I think "they?" are. Because there is no "they" (in the sense of a collective organism) but a bunch of contradictory individuals all trying to get rich. The «society» as a whole is drunk on oil. And as my mother always says: there is no way you can talk to a drunk (free translation from French).

  6. Would they poison themselves? I think the answer could be that they have access to medical techniques that the general public may not be privy to that could allow them to detox far far better from such things. So personally I think it is possible could indeed poison the air without effecting themselves nearly as much as others. If the sky wasn't so blatantly whited out on so many days maybe I could let it go and not worry about it. "Filtered sunshine" is the buzzword around here with the weather forecasters most days.


  8. Fenland Black Oak: 5000-year-old tree found in Norfolk



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